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Chapter 9: Overwhelm and Depression

Reference: Book III: What is the Mind Really?

The Main Ideas

  1. A person, when overwhelmed with anxiety, may descend into depression.
  2. Depression involves a sustained low, empty, or irritable mood and/or a loss of interest or pleasure.
  3. In depression a person’s attention is overwhelmed by too many anomalies (doubts and confusions).
  4. The safest way out of depression is to reorganize attention, so it can properly address anomalies.
  5. Attention is the allocation of processing resources of the mind to selectively concentrate on the environment.
  6. Attention is reorganized by withdrawing it and then redirecting it consciously to sense the environment.  
  7. The environment enters our mind as sensations that assimilate into perceptions. 
  8. A person can consciously train his attention to assimilate sensations into perceptions.
  9. As he does so he starts to spot simple anomalies, which further improve his control of attention.
  10. Very soon, the person starts to spot and address more complex anomalies that overwhelmed him earlier.
  11. This chapter provides exercises from Extroversion & Orientation for this purposes.
  12. These exercises get a person to start consciously controlling his attention.

A person who becomes overwhelmed by persistent anxiety may gradually descend into depression. Depression is marked by a sustained low, empty, or irritable mood, and/or by a loss of interest and pleasure in ordinary life. When these symptoms are severe, prolonged, or accompanied by thoughts of self-harm, professional mental-health support is important.

In the framework developed here, depression may be understood as a condition in which attention is burdened by too many unresolved anomalies—doubts, contradictions, confusions, and disturbances that the mind cannot presently organize or address. Attention then becomes fixed, scattered, or withdrawn from the immediate environment. The person may feel mentally exhausted, disconnected, and unable to act. This chapter offers attention-training exercises as a supportive practice for regaining orientation; it is not a substitute for medical or psychological care.

Attention and Anomalies

Attention may be understood as the allocation of the mind’s processing resources: it selectively concentrates on some aspect of the environment while leaving other aspects in the background. When attention is free and unobstructed, it tends to move toward areas where perception or understanding has slowed down. This can be useful, because such areas may contain an anomaly—a belief, assumption, or interpretation that does not fit its broader context. 

In depression, however, attention may be overwhelmed by many anomalies at once. The safest initial direction is to restore the person’s ability to direct attention deliberately. This begins by temporarily withdrawing attention from overwhelming mental content and consciously redirecting it toward immediate sensory experience. 

The environment enters the mind as sensations—touch, sight, sound, smell, and taste—which can gradually assimilate into clear perceptions. A person can train attention by noticing and distinguishing simple sensory details. For example, one may compare two textures, two colors, or two sounds without demanding that the mind solve a larger emotional problem. This reduces the immediate burden on attention and re-establishes its basic function: observing what is actually present.

As attention becomes steadier, the person begins to notice simple anomalies: a tension in the body, an assumption, an avoided feeling, a conflict between an expectation and reality. Addressing these simpler anomalies improves confidence and control. More complex anomalies that previously felt overwhelming can then be approached one at a time.

Do the following exercises, as much as possible, for 20 minutes, twice a day, for two weeks at least.

EXERCISE # 1: EXTROVERSION

PURPOSE:
To bring attention outward by consciously exploring the five physical senses. The exercise is designed to make attention more stable, present, and responsive to the environment.

Touch

  1. Go to a place where you can explore touch without distraction.

  2. Touch two nearby surfaces, such as wood and fabric.

  3. Notice how they differ in temperature, texture, pressure, hardness, and shape.

  4. Continue with other surfaces, observing each one without rushing.

  5. Keep aware of mental activity in the background without trying to suppress or analyze it.

 Sight

  1. Look at two objects nearby.

  2. Notice their shapes, colors, outlines, size, distance, and details.

  3. Continue looking until you can clearly distinguish the uniqueness of each object.

  4. Expand your observation to additional objects in the environment.

  5. Let thoughts and feelings arise and pass without interfering with the act of seeing.

Hearing, Smell & Taste

  1. In a pleasant environment, notice two sounds and distinguish them: their volume, rhythm, pitch, direction, or duration.

  2. Notice two smells and distinguish their qualities without judging them as good or bad.

  3. If appropriate, notice two tastes and distinguish their qualities.

  4. Cycle gently through hearing, smell, taste, sight, and touch.

  5. Continue until attention feels more outwardly engaged than it did at the beginning.

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EXERCISE # 2: ORIENTATION

PURPOSE: To rebuild a clear sense of location, direction, and distance in the environment.

STEPS

  1. Choose a quiet place where you can observe objects around you.

  2. Select your present location as the reference point.

  3. Look at two objects and estimate their distances from you.

  4. Notice their directions relative to where you are: left, right, ahead, behind, above, or below.

  5. Compare the objects: Which is nearer? Which is farther? Which is more to the left or right?

  6. Repeat with other objects until their relative positions become clear.

  7. Let thoughts and feelings remain in the background without resisting them.

  8. Continue for up to 20 minutes, stopping earlier if tired or distressed.

Once these exercises stabilize you enough to look at anxieties, return to the exercise in Chapter 8: Looking at Anxiety.

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Chapter 8: Looking at Anxiety

Reference: Book III: What is the Mind Really?

The Main Ideas

  1. Anxiety is the body and mind’s alarm system: worry, fear, or tension in response to a perceived threat.
  2. Anxiety may be reduced by looking at relevant memories and assimilating them.
  3. It is helpful to look at all the threats and moments of fear encountered in the past and assimilate them. 
  4. The earlier are the moments that you can recall the better is the assimilation.
  5. When assimilation does not occur charge (tension) accumulates.
  6. One should take precautions against charge accumulating.
  7. It is good to understand this condition so you can help yourself and others.
  8. Here we are looking at mental objects per exercise in Chapter 5: Look, Be There and Confront.
  9. Such looking must follow the laws provided in Chapter 6: The Laws of Looking.

Anxiety can be understood as the body and mind’s alarm system. It appears as worry, fear, uneasiness, or physical tension when a threat is perceived—whether the threat is present now, anticipated in the future, or carried forward from the past.

This chapter approaches anxiety through the handling of mental objects: memories, images, impressions, thoughts, emotions, and bodily sensations that arise in the mind. The purpose is not to suppress anxiety or argue with it, but to look directly at what it contains and gradually assimilate the experiences behind it. This follows the approach of Look, Be There and Confront and must be practiced according to the Laws of Looking provided in earlier chapters.

This exercise may not address all your anxiety, but it gives you a tool to reduce your anxiety by yourself.

Anxiety as an Alarm

Anxiety is not necessarily an enemy. Like a smoke alarm, it signals that something is being experienced as dangerous, uncertain, or beyond one’s ability to handle.

Sometimes the alarm concerns an immediate situation. For example, a person may feel anxious while driving through a severe storm because reduced visibility and slippery roads are real dangers. In such a case, anxiety may help the person slow down, focus, and take sensible precautions.

At other times, the alarm is activated by a present situation that resembles an earlier threatening experience. A person who was repeatedly criticized in childhood may feel intense fear before offering an idea at work. The meeting itself may be ordinary, but it can awaken old mental objects: remembered expressions, words, embarrassment, shame, or the expectation of rejection.

The anxiety is real as an experience, even when the present danger is small or absent. What needs attention is the material to which the alarm is responding.

Understanding anxiety helps a person respond more effectively to both their own distress and that of others. Anxiety often becomes more difficult when it is treated as weakness, irrationality, or personal failure.

The Role of Memory

Anxiety may be reduced by locating and assimilating the relevant memories behind it. A current fear often has connections to earlier moments of threat, helplessness, pain, loss, or confusion.

To assimilate a memory does not mean to erase it, deny it, excuse what happened, or force oneself to “get over it.” It means allowing the memory to be seen clearly enough that it is no longer operating as an unexamined source of alarm.

For example, a student may become anxious whenever they have to take a test. On looking, they may recall a recent exam in which they felt unprepared. Looking further, they may remember earlier school experiences: being ridiculed for a wrong answer, being punished for low grades, or being told that failure meant they were worthless. These memories may have become fused with the present act of taking a test.

As these mental objects are confronted and understood in their proper time and context, the present situation can be seen more accurately. A test becomes a test—not a repetition of every earlier moment of humiliation or danger.

Prerequisites to Exercise

If not already done:

  1. Read Chapter 5: Look, Be There and Confront, and practice “Exercise: Looking at Mental Objects.”
  2. Read Chapter 6: The Laws of Looking, and practice the Laws of Looking.
  3. Read Chapter 7: Looking at Memory, and practice looking at a memory.

This is not a search for a single dramatic “root cause.” Anxiety can be shaped by many experiences. The aim is simply to make the chain of related mental objects visible, from the present fear toward earlier fears, without forcing conclusions.

With all earlier anxieties drained of their charge you will be in a much better position to address present conditions.

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Chapter 7: Looking at Memory

Reference: Book III: What is the Mind Really?

The Main Ideas

  1. Memory allows data to be retrieved from the mental matrix.
  2. Mental matrix is a thought environment that contains all the data of the organism.
  3. The data enters the mental matrix as sensation, which then form the surface of the mental matrix.
  4. As sensations assimilate, they form deeper layers in the mental matrix of perceptions, concepts, knowledge, and wisdom. 
  5. Data retrieved as memory contains all these layers (sensations, perceptions, concepts, knowledge, etc.)
  6. Sensations are the least assimilated, and perceptions are the most visible part of the memory retrieved. 
  7. The lesser is the assimilation, the greater is the charge (tension, anomaly) contained in the memory retrieved. 
  8. The least assimilated part of memory appears as literal recording of some past event.
  9. The most assimilated part of memory appears to be in complete harmony with the Universe. 
  10. Charge is released as a lower layer assimilates into a higher layer of memory.
  11. The purpose of recall is to bring about greater assimilation in the thought environment of mental matrix.
  12. Perceptions of past life appear when some very old sensations get assimilated.    
  13. Very old unassimilated sensations may be carried forward in the blueprint from the ancestors.
  14. This chapter provides an exercise taken from 1951: Self Analysis to look at memory.
  15. A person looks at the memory that comes up in response to an item on this exercise. 
  16. The memory may contain no visible perceptions, and instead present unassimilated sensations, or assimilated knowledge, or nothing.
  17. A person may do this exercise more than one time. A run may assimilate some sensations, so new visible perceptions may appear on the next run.
  18. Let the memory appear by itself. Never try to dig into the mind for a memory on this exercise.

Memory is the means by which data can be retrieved from the mental matrix—the thought environment that contains the accumulated data of the organism. This data first enters as sensation, forming the surface of the mental matrix. As sensations are assimilated, they become organized into progressively deeper layers: perceptions, concepts, knowledge, wisdom, and other increasingly integrated understandings.

A recalled memory may therefore contain elements from any of these layers. Perceptions are usually the most visible aspect of what comes up, while sensations are often less assimilated and may remain hidden beneath them. At the least-assimilated level, memory can appear as a literal recording of a past event. At the most-assimilated level, it may appear as understanding that is fully harmonious with the Universe.

The degree of assimilation determines the charge contained in memory. Here, charge refers to tension, anomaly, or disturbance. The less a sensation has been assimilated, the greater its charge is likely to be. As a lower layer assimilates into a higher layer, this charge is released. The purpose of recall, therefore, is not simply to revisit the past, but to support greater assimilation within the mental matrix.

Sometimes, the assimilation of very old sensations may bring up perceptions that seem connected with past lives. Other deeply unassimilated sensations may have been carried forward through an ancestral blueprint. In other cases, a recalled item may reveal no visible perception at all; it may present raw sensation, settled knowledge, or simply nothing noticeable. All such outcomes are valid.

This chapter offers an exercise adapted from 1951: Self Analysis for looking at whatever memory arises in response to each item. Let the memory appear on its own. Do not search, force, or dig into the mind for an answer. The exercise may be repeated, since one run may assimilate some sensations and allow different perceptions to become visible in a later run.

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Chapter 6: The Laws of Looking

Reference: Book III: What is the Mind Really?

The Main Ideas

Practice the Laws of Looking, which are as follows:

  1. Observe without getting influenced by your expectations and desires.
  2. Observe things as they are, without assuming anything.
  3. If something is missing do not imagine something else in its place. 
  4. If something does not make sense, then do not explain it away.
  5. Use physical senses as well as the mental sense to observe.
  6. Let the mind un-stack itself. 
  7. Experience fully what is there.
  8. Do not suppress anything from yourself.
  9. Associate data freely.
  10. Do not get hung up on name and form.
  11. Contemplate thoughtfully.
  12. Let it all be effortless.

In this chapter you practice the Laws of Looking. Before starting this exercise, address any medical condition appropriately. Make sure the body is well-rested, well-fed and free of stimulants; and the environment is safe and free of disturbance.

You may do this exercise while sipping coffee in a café or strolling along a river. You may even find a place where you can sit comfortably for a while without being disturbed. Then patiently observe the world go by.

The Laws of Looking are listed below. You do not have to do anything more than becoming aware of how each of these laws are operating in your case. The awareness of the laws reduces any undue influence on your ability to observe.

The laws of looking are practiced while doing the exercise from Chapter 5: Be There and Confront.

Practice one or more laws in each sessions of 20 minutes. You practice until these laws become your second nature.

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The Understanding of God

The Main Ideas

  1. Oneness is the primary impulse in this universe.
  2. This impulse has been creating order from chaos.
  3. There will always be chaos to be converted into order.
  4. This understanding is a spiritual realization of the moment.
  5. This realization gives one the viewpoint to sort out the rest.
  6. Past spiritual development has brought us to this realization.
  7. Just because past knowledge can be improved does not make it invalid.
  8. Understanding of God as ONENESS is an improvement over God as Creator.
  9. This is because “Creator” is an identity; and God is more than any identity.
  10. Human understanding of God will continue to improve.

The deepest understanding of God need not begin with an image of a supreme person, a distant ruler, or even a maker standing apart from creation. It may begin instead with oneness: the fundamental impulse by which all that exists moves toward coherence, relationship, integration, and harmony. In this view, God is not merely one being among other beings, but the living principle through which apparent divisions are continually drawn toward wholeness.

Oneness as the Primary Impulse

Everywhere in the universe, one can observe a movement from separation toward connection. Particles join to form atoms; atoms combine into molecules; molecules organize into cells; cells cooperate as organisms; individual people create families, communities, languages, and civilizations. These developments suggest a primary impulse toward oneness: the bringing together of what is scattered into patterns that can endure.

For example, a pile of loose bricks has no larger function by itself. When the bricks are arranged in relation to one another, they can become a home, a school, or a bridge. The same material is present, but order gives it a new meaning and capacity. In a similar way, the impulse of oneness brings diverse elements into relationships that produce greater harmony.

God, understood as oneness, is therefore not simply an object to be imagined. God is the deepest direction of reality: the movement toward coherence in matter, energy, life, thought, and consciousness.

Order Emerging from Chaos

The universe appears to contain both order and chaos. Chaos may be understood as whatever is disconnected, conflicting, confusing, or unresolved. Order is not the elimination of diversity; it is diversity arranged so that its parts work together.

A storm, for instance, may seem chaotic from the ground. Yet it follows patterns of pressure, temperature, moisture, and motion. Likewise, a person’s troubled emotions may feel like inner chaos, but careful reflection can reveal their causes: fear, loss, unmet needs, conflicting beliefs, or misunderstood experiences. Once these elements are recognized and related properly, confusion begins to become understanding.

The impulse of oneness works by transforming disorder into greater order. A scientist who discovers a law of nature, a teacher who clarifies a difficult idea, and a mediator who helps two people understand one another are all participating in this movement. They take what is scattered or contradictory and help it become intelligible.

Chaos Is Always Present

There will always be chaos to convert into order because reality is not static. New situations arise, old arrangements break down, knowledge expands, and life continually presents unfamiliar conditions. Chaos is not necessarily evil; it can be the raw material of a higher harmony.

Consider a child learning to read. At first, written marks may appear as meaningless shapes. The child experiences confusion because the letters, sounds, words, and meanings have not yet been integrated. Through learning, those separate elements become ordered. Eventually, the child can read a sentence, understand an argument, and enter the world of literature. The original confusion was not pointless; it was the starting point of a greater capacity.

In the same way, social problems, personal conflicts, and unanswered questions indicate areas where greater understanding is needed. The presence of chaos calls forth the work of consciousness: to observe carefully, identify what does not fit, and discover a more harmonious order.

Spiritual Realization in the Present

Understanding God as oneness is not only an abstract theory. It can become a spiritual realization in the present moment. Such realization occurs when a person sees beyond immediate separations and recognizes a deeper continuity between self, others, nature, and the universe.

For example, a person may be angry with someone who has acted unfairly. At first, the other person may seem entirely separate: an enemy, an obstacle, or a source of pain. But deeper reflection may reveal that both people are affected by fear, misunderstanding, history, and unmet needs. This does not excuse harmful behavior, but it changes the viewpoint. One begins to seek a resolution that restores truth and relationship rather than merely defeating an opponent.

This is a spiritual realization because it restores awareness of the whole. It is not escape from life. Rather, it gives one a clearer way to engage life. The person begins to ask: What would bring greater understanding here? What would resolve this conflict without denying reality? What is the larger harmony trying to emerge?

A Viewpoint for Understanding Life

Once oneness is recognized as the fundamental direction of existence, it becomes a viewpoint from which the rest of life may be sorted out. Experiences can be examined according to whether they increase harmony or deepen fragmentation.

This does not mean that everything pleasant is good or everything difficult is bad. A painful truth may create temporary disturbance while leading to a more lasting order. For instance, a doctor may diagnose a serious illness. The diagnosis can be frightening, yet it is a movement from uncertainty toward clarity. Without it, effective treatment may not be possible.

Similarly, honest self-examination may initially reveal uncomfortable contradictions. A person may discover that their actions do not match their values, or that a cherished belief does not explain all the facts. Such discoveries can feel destabilizing, but they make deeper integrity possible. The viewpoint of oneness helps a person remain open to correction because correction is not a personal defeat; it is a step toward greater coherence.

The Value of Past Spiritual Development

Humanity’s past spiritual development has helped bring us to this realization. Religions, philosophies, myths, ethical traditions, and contemplative practices have all attempted to express humanity’s awareness of a reality greater than isolated self-interest. They have taught reverence, compassion, discipline, responsibility, and the search for truth.

The idea of God as Creator, for example, has helped many people recognize that the universe is meaningful rather than accidental or empty. It can inspire gratitude for life and humility before a reality larger than human preference. The image of creation also encourages care: if the world is valuable, it should not be treated merely as material for exploitation.

Past knowledge need not be rejected simply because it can be improved. A map drawn centuries ago may be incomplete, but it can still represent a sincere effort to understand the world. Later maps may correct coastlines, add continents, and improve measurements; they do not make the earlier map meaningless. They reveal a continuing process of refinement.

From Creator to Oneness

Understanding God as oneness may be an improvement over understanding God solely as Creator. “Creator” points to an act or role. It may lead the mind to picture God as an individual identity separate from the universe, like an artisan standing outside an object that has been made.

Yet God, if truly ultimate, cannot be limited to any identity, role, image, or concept. An identity distinguishes one thing from another: teacher, parent, artist, ruler, creator. These identities may describe important functions, but none can exhaust what is ultimate. To confine God to the identity of Creator may be like confusing the ocean with one of its waves.

Oneness is broader. It includes creation, but it also includes preservation, transformation, dissolution, renewal, understanding, relationship, and the continual movement from incoherence toward harmony. It does not deny that the universe emerges and develops; rather, it sees creation as one expression of a more fundamental reality.

A composer creates a symphony, but the meaning of music is not exhausted by the moment of composition. Music also exists in performance, listening, interpretation, revision, and the unity of many notes into one living whole. Likewise, God as oneness includes the creative process but is not restricted to the title of Creator.

An Evolving Human Understanding

Human understanding of God will continue to improve because human awareness continues to develop. Each generation inherits language, spiritual insight, science, philosophy, and moral experience from those before it. It then faces new questions and must express enduring truths in ways that meet its own conditions.

This development should be approached with both humility and courage. Humility reminds us that no single formulation can fully contain the infinite. Courage allows us to revise inadequate ideas when deeper understanding becomes possible. A mature spirituality does not cling blindly to old words, nor does it discard them carelessly. It seeks the truth they were attempting to express.

The understanding of God as oneness invites this continuing search. It suggests that the divine is present wherever division is healed, confusion is clarified, conflict is transformed, and separate elements find their proper relationship within a greater whole. This idea closely fits the larger framework of the mind as an awareness that identifies anomalies and resolves them toward harmony.[^1_1]

God, then, may be understood not as a limited identity but as the deepest impulse of reality: the ever-present movement through which chaos becomes order, separation becomes relationship, and consciousness awakens to the unity that has been present all along.

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